There is no way that this town has ever seen so much snow. I am determined to find the largest possible snow pile, so I can take a picture in front of it and show it to my kids. Honestly it almost feels like the end of the world. Usually by this time it’s raining and starting to feel like spring already. I doubt that groundhog will even be able to get out of his little house,and i bet nobody even shoveled his driveway while he was sleeping. Damn forest creatures.
i love when i go on tumblr and im like OH MY GOOD GOLLY GOSH 123 FOLLOWERS IM GONNA DIE. then i realize im actually on ashley’s tumblr and sing in to see the number reducded by 120. yep thats my night so far :D
just kidding, but seriously, im going to bed. joking around, but goodnight
<3
school starts in less than two weeks. i will not stand for wearing clothes from last year. even though im dreadfully poor. wish i had bangs. oh and money. still havent gotten my schedule, which is super awesome! just kidding :)
so basically. im torn. ive been, crazy about a guy for 5 years. on and off. hes liked me forever, but now hes moving on, because i cant make up my mind. cant live with him, cant live without him. so where do i go from here?
how you move me in ways words can’t express :) as i listen to the angelic voice of a beautiful man, my mind is just filled with a million thoughts. one of them being slightly depressing. i feel like, i give everyone as much attention as i can possibly muster, listen to anything they want to talk about. i try, even if nobody thinks i do. and then, heaven forbid, the planets align and the world stops turning, because i, i have a problem. my heart is broken, and does ANYBODY care? is ANYONE out there? no. and why would they be? obviously there is no reason whatsoever for anybody to care about my problems. i literally bring up how bad i feel to one of my friends, and immediatly he just starts going off about how terrible and sad his life is. yea poor you. he finishes and then i start again, and i hear, oh im sorry i just cant listen to your problems right now. oh ok, let me just go take 13 sleeping pills to delay any feeling until you’re ready to deal with it. thank you though, honestly. i now see what’s real, and what is just a promise with no truth behind it. i’ll be there for you (when it’s easy). love ya ;)




